You told me my scars were “beautiful,” and everyone called it love. (220/365) by (DS)

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I still remember the way my stomach flipped when I first saw you.
I wanted everything in you,
And I don’t know if that made me selfish or a hopeless romantic.

There’s a hole in my chest where you used to be.
I wanted to make you feel so fucking happy that you forgot every bit of sad in you.
You told me you’d be happy if I was happy and I tried so fucking hard to fix myself, but you were gone before I could even smile.

I thought I could imagine how much this would hurt, but I was wrong,
Oh how was I wrong.
The flowers that grew in my stomach died from the alcohol I consumed because of you.
I had stars in my lungs but I burned them all out with the cigarettes I was smoking.

When I was little I was scared of dying. Now I’m only afraid of missing you forever because I can’t erase you from my mind.

I tried to write a poem about you (via the-pain-only-gets-worse)

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I think,
along the way
I broke my own heart. (via avvfvl)

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If you ask me how I am I’ll tell you I’m fine even if I’m sputtering it through bloody teeth or gasping it through tears spilling so hard down my face that my lungs give out. I don’t break or fall apart, I wash away. The “goodbyes” and “I love you’s” lied through tongues and numb lips have slammed against me so hard that bits of me fade into outer space on impact but I never crack and I thought I wouldn’t know what it feels like to die until the moment my throat filled with water and everything went black or I was coughing up last words through melting bones but I was wrong. The night you left I fucking shattered. When I was 16 I thought I wanted to kill myself but you did it for me (via extrasad)

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diaryofanauthenticperson:

I can still feel where you touched me

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Don’t push me away and then ask me why I’ve left. (via icanrelateto)

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You made flowers grow in my lungs and although they are beautiful, I can’t fucking breathe. Friday, May 2nd, 2014 (via hidden-behind-a-mask)

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happiest:

have u ever been in that situation when u have to give advice to the person you love about the person they love

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my-mistakes-not-yours666:

… pe We Heart It.
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pe We Heart It.